your girl is going through it just a bit! a stream of consciousness type beat while i rant about feeling unmotivated in life.

the songs i listened to while writing are in this playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4dcYwRtRUIdgfMIXUxURAc?si=9b760b5554d24d38

a collection of 9 poems i have written from 2024-2025. some of them are not as good as others, but its fun to see the progress when comparing the timeframes.

i’ve been writing poetry for 7 years, so perhaps this is the start of my book. who knows!

i wrote about my experience of missing who you used to be but not the trauma that came with it. no beta we die like my sleep schedule.

the song i listened to while i wrote this: gilded lily - cults

the show i was watching that inspired me to write this: heartstopper season 3. you know the episode.

slight TWs for implied/references to SH

i’ve been in Sweden for almost 3 weeks and i think i’m depressed. anyways ilya rozanov this one is for you bbg.

an ongoing list of my top 5 and top 10 favorite things. i love lists.

a collection of thoughts i had recently about being completely obsessive over something. (i just watched connor storrie on the ‘shut up evan’ podcast and spiraled) this is completely beta and has more run-on sentences than fingers on my hands, but hey, i never said my writing was good.

a short story i wrote around christmas time for a creative writing class. cue the sickly nostalgia.

another story i wrote for a creative fiction class.

TW// Mentions of Suicide, Self Harm, & Abuse. Take care of yourselves!

a short story i wrote for class during my first semester at university. i have a major hyper fixation on liminal spaces and the backrooms, so this was my take on it.